I'm in Sweden, in my parents apartment in Stockholm and it's so... quiet? It feels like there's been noise around me 24/7 for the last 2 years and suddenly everything just died out. Like, it's over now. It's weird and sad and exciting at the same time. Right now I think I just feel confused, more than anything. Everything is uncertain and I can't really plan anything which is frustrating, but also healthy I think. I don't really have a choice but to go with the flow and see what happens. And that's pretty chill.
I'm happy to be home. I just showered for like an hour, the fridge is stocked, my bed looks SO appealing and everything is just, home. Now I just want my parents to get home from work so we can eat a nice dinner and then my mom and I are making kanelbullar!