1. Where is your cellphone?
Right here next to me in it's bright pink case.
2. Where is your other half?
I'm complete with me.
3. Your hair?
I dyed it a few days ago and it turned out really good. Dark brown, the way I like it. The summer sun had turned it into a golden-reddish-yellow color which I hated. I'm also very happy with my cut right now. I'm comfortable in my bangs and my length.
4. Your mood?
Stressed, but excited! Last week of school does that to you.
5. Your plan for the day?
Hang out in school, finish the last things on my website.
6. The best there is?
Having a crush, fresh sheets, songs that fills your whole body with feelings, when you accomplish something you've been working towards, sex, the first glass of wine on a Friday night, this, when a puppy comes on the subway and their human sits down next to you so you can hug the puppy for the rest of your ride.
7. Your dream last night?
I don't know. I rarely remember my dreams.
8. Your goal in life?
Give my music a real shot, live in New York, have kids, travel as much as I can, nurture my friendships, keep my mind open, laugh. And getting married at night in some desert wearing this.
9. The room you're currently in?
In our 8th quarter area in school. Next to Mayan, Jakob and Louis waiting for our pizza that we ordered for lunch.
10. Your hobby?
Music, fashion, food, friends.
11. Your fear?
I'm worried I'll wake up one day going "WHY DIDN'T I DO THAT?" and it being too late. #yolo
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
In 6 years, then I'm 29. I hope to be working at a small digital innovative agency in New York, coming up with cool tech savvy ideas and working on my music on the side. I'm living in a loft in Brooklyn, preferably with a guy who loves me and who I can't stop making out with. Maybe I've been in New York for a while already and am thinking about moving back to Sweden or somewhere else. Maybe L.A? The future is so exciting!
13. Where were you last night?
In school till like 10 pm working/skypeing with Paula. Then I went home and fell asleep.
14. What are you not?
In the mood to clean my place, but I have to.
15. One thing you wish for?
A US work visa.
16. Where did you grow up?
I moved 6 times before I was 9, but then we moved into the house where we lived till I was 18. So I'll say I grew up there. In a yellow house in a typical Stockholm suburb where kids play on the streets, teenagers drive their mopeds too fast, parents have a chat in the local grocery store and every house has a trampoline in their garden. Very vanilla. Very nice.
I wrote this when we moved from that house in 2011:
I'm packing up my room. In only a few days this room will be someone else's. This house will have a new family. If they only knew what's been happening in this house. Laughing on the patio under the spring sun, throwing up on the bathroom and passing out in the sower. It's been pancake lunches, crying on the floor of my closet over different boys, making out in the kitchen, writing diaries on the balcony, dancing in the living room, hugging on the couch, telling secrets in my bed, holding hands on the stoop, singing from joy in the whole house. This is the house that I've hated so much because it's far away from everything, this is the house that I've loved because the sun shines straight in your eyes no matter where in it you are.
17. The last thing you did?
18. Your clothes?
I'm wearing dark grey jeans from H&M, a turtleneck from Uniqlo, army jacket from Topshop and Adidas Stan Smiths.
19. Your tv?
I've never turned it on.
20. Your pet?
I don't have one :( I want a dooooog.
21. Your computer?
A Mac Book Pro 13in with some stickers from Glossier on it.
22. The best thing you own?
My computer. Or maybe my external hard drive actually.
23. Do you miss someone?
Yes. A lot of people. I've gotten so used to missing people by this point that it doesn't really bother me anymore. I know I'll see most of them soon. My family is coming down for graduation which will be so nice!
24. You car?
I don't have one. I don't even have a license. People give me so much shit about that here? In Sweden it's no biggie really, at least not in Stockholm. However, I will get it when I come home after graduation!
25. Something you would never wear?
I don't like saying never, because a few years ago I said I'd never wear turtle necks and look at me now. But, as for now: tights under shorts, "party dresses" and anything hot pink.
26. Favorite store?
Reformation on Howard Street in Soho, New York.
27. Your summer?
Felt long, since it started in early May in New York. Personally it's been quite shit, so I'm happy fall is coming. Feels like a new year in a way. A fresh start.
28. Do you love someone?
Yes! A big bunch of people.
29. Favorite color?
Red. Black on clothes.
30. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday. From laughter though.