Mixed emotions club

The other day when I was spending way too much money on underwear and a new pajamas, I snapped this outfit in the fitting room. Wearing a shirt from Weekday, denim from H&M, shoes from Adidas and coat from COS.  

Today it's 29 days left till I'm going back to New York. I'm freaking out because I'm going to the embassy next week and am scared I won't get my passport back till I'm going to London next Monday. I'm starting to get a bit stressed about apartments, even though I have more than enough time to to find one. I'm constantly going through my wardrobe throwing things out, reorganizing, just trying to get a sense of how much stuff I'm bringing back. I'm starting to get a little sad because once again I'm saying goodbye to Stockholm.

At the same time, aside from all the mental stress that's going on in my head right now, I'm breaking into a thousand pieces from being so excited. Spending three weeks with Kris, no work no obligations, just us doing whatever we want. Seeing my friends. Going back to work. Moving into a new place (hopefully with Sanna). Just being back. I can't wait.

I feel like I'm becoming the master of mixed emotions. The best thing is that I'm starting to get a hang of it. I know what weights and what doesn't matter. But sometimes you just get a little stuck and you wish you could press pause and breathe for a second before moving forward.

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